First alone moment.

When i first started this blog i wanted it to be filled with all the positives of this experience, all the good times and all the new things.
But then that wouldnt be a total account of my time here.
There are less good moments, and this is one of them.

I miss my friends.
Amd family
And having a job.
This is taking so much longer than i thought and i hate that no-ones getting back to me.
I have no optimism about my interview tomorrow, i feel so disheartend.
And for the first time, i feel alone.
I want a hug.
And, and this is gonna sound really weird, I want to be told that someone loves me. I just need to hear it. That i can do this, that i'm not alone.